I have a life-threatening diagnosis. Two years ago I thought I had a few months to live but am still here.
I was angry at an original doctor who did not find the correct diagnosis.
I have dealt with a pulmonary embolism, chronic lymphodema, stage four metastasized bone cancer, walkers, wheel chairs, chemo, etc.
One night I was very ill. My family came to say good-bye. That night I felt spirits touching me, speaking to me. The next morning I woke up. It was not time, and that was a couple of months ago and I keep waking up.
Denial was not evident as I had cancer 24 years ago and I am very knowledgeable. Anger was directed at the doctor who could not help with the diagnosis. Bargaining has come, but all that means nothing. I am not in charge. A higher power is. Letting go is the next step and the most difficult. But do I have to let go? I do not know.